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Seminar

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confession

cge na, inaamin ko na. hindi totoong ayaw ko na magkapera sa blogging. mukha talaga akong pera. matagal na. lol.

seriously, i want to make money online thru blogging. i believe i can do it - i was into writing before so why not monetize the one i love doing ever since? davah?

at susko naman, sana may mag comment na. lol.

makaawa ba?!

10 things i like about being an ofw

i haven't been close to any ofw other than pinoy so i really cannot speak about them. so the list below is so far the top reasons why i like about being an ofw. some are from personal experiences and opinon and some are based on observations, readings and wall status in facebook.

reasons why filipinos leave their family back home are endless and come in a lot of variations depending on the personal background and current financial status of the ofw. and mostly the reasons come in tragic and dramatic form including mine. i don't mean to ridicule. no intention at all.

looking at the bright side of life, being an ofw is not bad after all. whether you come in the foreign land alone, with your family, you're single or married, male, female - it doesn't matter.

the list is in random order and doesn't follow any hierarchy or anything. here we go...

1. you get to buy things (imforted) at a certain amount which will not give you the purchasing power in pinas to do so. meaning? say, ung 50sgd mo dito can buy you a lot of things from toiletries to clothing. sa pinas pag converted na ung 50sgd mo, can buy the same quantity or things of the same purpose cguro but not the same brand. otherwise, it would cost even your food budget at home. korek?
2. you get to see the tourist spots whenever you pleases. no need to hurry. chillax!
3. i miss my kids so much. as in. so ano ang motivation ko para hindi ko ako mamamatay ngaun pa lang na naiisip ko sila? i make myself realize i am miles away working for them but i have all the time for myself. i read articles, blog, jog, sleep till my back aches lying on bed, play...
4. been to 3 countries. so far, the worst traffic jam situation award still goes to pinas. nung umuwi ako, i felt like wasting a portion of my life being stucked in edsa. dito sa sg, figuratively speaking no sweat ang pagpasok sa office. less than 30 minutes andon na ako by bus. bottomline, you have a chance to experience things or developments you wish meron sa pinas in terms of transportation and structures.
5. walang corrupt na government, mabagal na proseso, nagmamaganda at nagmamarunong na mga govt employees. dito sa sg, kaka-forward pa lang ng papers mo sa isang counter, tatawagin ka na before ka pa makaupo. at least from my own experience huh.
6. walang pipilit o pipigil sa manner mo ng pagkain. kung gusto mo magpakamatay sa pagpapayat ayos lang, walang kokontra.
7. napa-praktis ko ang skill of walking ko. walang tricycle e, walang jeep at walang bus na pwedeng mong ipara sa tapat ng pinto mo.
8. i feel humble at the same time confident being a foreigner working in a foreign land
9. lumalawak ang pangarap mo para sa sarili at pamilya mo at nagkakaroon ka ng pag asa na makatulong sa mga hampas lupa mong kamag-anak. lol. joke lang po. baka magawi dito mga famangkin ko. :)
10. may chance na madala mo mudra, ang house husband at mga junakis mo sa foreign land at maka experience sila ng airplane. chipangga! ganon talaga te gusto nila.

ayon lang po. brighter side of life na ok nang pang-motivate but not necessarily can replace every memorable moments with the family. 

ciao!

pay to home

not in anyway related to idiomatic expression or whatsoevah. yan po ung parang western union dito sa sg sa may bandang area ko. hindi real time ang crediting nila, 4 hours after pa pag nagpadala ka before 3pm then 2pm the next day pa pag beyond. pero dahil accessible at affordable ang service charge (7sgd lang tapos me reward points and discounts pa), mas ok na to kesa sa wu.

empre katapusan at araw ng pagsamba ng mga ofw katulad ko. araw ng pagpapadala sa mga mahal sa buhay na akala mo nagwi-withdraw sa atm. minsan demanding pa na akala e ako sa ina magenta at dutdot lang ang kailangan ay andon na agad sa counter.

habang iniaabot ko sa counter ung pera me kasamang dasal na sana mapagkasya nila at masunod ung breakdown na binigay. by experience, bihirang mangyari na masunod. madalas, me palya so me nasa sacrifice. tulad ngayon, wala silang net.

pero masaya ako na nakapag bigay ako sa kanila. sana makapagtipid din ako para madagdag ko next month.

miss na miss ko na mga anak ko. buti wala si simsimi, barado na naman ako nito pag nagkataon.

God bless us

simsimi chat

malaking check gamit ang fink na ballpen while may fink na kyuteks ang fingers

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quote #5 (not sure)

when junakis 1 confirmed he will not receive any medal at school and that his exams were below the normal scores he was getting before, i grumbled, panicked and nagged - endlessly for days.

then we came upon a very good motto and or quotation for both of us related to failing and trying again:

pag nadapa, bumangon agad, magpagpag ng duming kumapit at magpatuloy sa paglakad

translation:

when you stumbled, get up at once, shake the dust, move on and continue walking.

 

interpretation:

there's no single person in this world who hasn't experience any difficulty in life - rich or poor individuals. we face our own challenges and failures. there's nothing wrong with failing. it only gets worse when that person dwells too much on the failure itself, blames himself and/or other people and quits to move on or try again.

lesson here is if along the way, everything doesn't work out well, learn the lesson, forgive yourself and do not give up. never get tired of trying and moving on. up there, He's looking after us and will reward all our hardships.

dedma cum laude

gusto ko sanang mag-kwento about my 5-day bakasyon sa pinas but i am still hurting. actually, i am trying not to think about it for the moment. buti closing. :(

soooooooobrang nakakaiyak. char!

sad pa ako e. fresh pa. update ko na lang kayo some other time pag ready na ako at nakapag move on na.

chos!

egzoyted

maka react naman ang mga tao. parang kasalanan ang pumunta ng airport apat na oras bago ang flight time. baket pag na late ako at need bumili ng ticket abonohan ba nila. pinangutang ko pa to no.

ampalaya,bitter ocampo at echoserang froglet ka te!

better early than never. lol. wag ka nga doris bigornia.hmpt.

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makapiling ka

at ako ay nauto. this was the last song shared by house husband sa fb. cute no. hindi nya gawa to gaga, pero touched pa din ako. naisip pa nya to?!

at pagkatapos kagabi, ayon lasing! nakakainis davah?! graduation ng bunso nya ngayon, pag hindi sila nakarating dahil sa pagkalango nya, itaga mo sa bato, hindi na lang ako uuwi. kesehodang malugi ako dahil sa costs ng pasalubong at fare ko. kailangan panindigan ko ung text ko sa kanya kagabi.

amfutah, ang aga ng ranting ko.

this excitement is killing me

hay konting hinga na lang at sogo here we come, ay pinas here i come. pagbigyan nyo na ko empre.miss na miss ko na din ang yakap ng house husband ko,ang halik nya....ok tama na. baka kung san pa mapunta.lol. pagpa cenciahan nyo na ang kabaliwan ko. masasanay din kayo mahirap magpanggap kaya. going back sa excitement ko,umaga kc dating ko don. nasa skul pa ang junakis 1 & 2. tapos ung bunso yi nasa bahay malamng tulog pa yon. kc baby pa kaya ganon sya matulog. gusto ko n silang mayakap at mahalikan. kanina kausap ko ung bunso ko galit n galit. sinabi na daw nya na miss na miss nya ako pero ayaw ko pa daw umuwi. sabi ko mahal kc pamasahe ng plane. mag taxi na lang daw ako at papa daw nya magbabayad pag uwi ko don.lol. sana ganon kadali. nakabili na ako ng t-shirts para sa mga pamangkin at chocolates para sa mga bata. sana ma appreciate ng junakis 1 ko na umuwi ako kahit na na-move na ung graduation date at hindi na ako makaka attend ng exact graduation nya. i tried my best. sabi nga ng kanta if i could. i was even willing na mag bayad ng mahal para sa additional fare kung pinayagan lang ako ng boss ko. but his vacation was planned long before so i didn't stand a chance. ganon talaga. i should just be thankful na as early as now pinayagan na nya ako kahit hindi pa ako confirm. mabait talaga si papa Jesus.

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kony 2012 again

nakakalungkot lang isipin na ung gumawa ng viral video ay na virus ang pag iisip at tuluyan ng tumawid palayo sa katinuan. pero kanya kanyang style lang yan e. me kakilala ako nagpa praning praningan din pag me gustong mangyari, hingiin or takasan.

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kony 2012 advocate

 photo credit : yahoo news

the battle for a cause has now become a battle for sanity. until the controversies of mishandling the charity's fund and the authenticity or the purpose of the viral video proven worthy of the attention it is getting now, jason russel would be seen repeatedly in untoward scenes like that in the picture. imo, at least give the poor guy the benefit of the doubt. unless proven guilty, let us not point fingers but rather the authorities should do something about this - while jason hasn't completly cross to his lost world and we can still revive him.

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torn by the song torn

so after all these years, my beloved natalies version of the song torn which was released  in 1997 was in fact just a cover of the song of ednaswap. anyway, i still love her - style, hair and all about her.

graduation ko mukha ko!

bad trip sa lahat ng bad trip ang school ng anak ko!

na move ang date ng graduation. kung kelan ok na sana lahat!

napaka irresponsible as in para maglabas ng ganong info tapos babaguhin lang ng ganon ganon.

taena talaga.

so ang ending, uuwi ako para mamasyal at sa chenes dahil hindi ko na pede move ang date dahil sa work requirement. at ang very sentimental graduation ng anak ko ay mananatiling imagination na lamang at pictures!

bikini wax vs pang ahit

lentek pati title hindi ako makapag decide kung goodbye pang-ahit or bikini wax vs pang-ahit.

kakaligo ko lang as usual pag weekends katamaran kong maligo kahit noong magkasama pa kami ng asawa ko e di lalo na ngayon. walang rason para bumango except for hygenic purposes na lang talaga. wag lang akong tubuan ng algae or lumot. chos!

at dahil nga apat na araw na lang ay uuwi na ang lola mey, gusto ko sanang paghandaan ang pagkikita namin ng asawa ko. susunduin daw nya kase ako. ang surprise ko ay hindi na surprise sa kanya. na excite akong sabihin e. pakiramdam ko sasabog na ang dibdib ko so give-sung ko na ang clues. lol. ano nga yon, "this excitement is killing me." ganon.

so magkikita kami. (eyes rolling) at mag-tsu-tsuktsakan siempre! ay tinigasan ata ako. lol. susko, expected na yon mga te. almost 3 months akong tigang no. give it to me baby na. si house husband nga daw hindi na pang romansa ung palad e. bwahahahaha. 

sige, lumayo na tayo sa mahalagang isyu ko. ung pang ahit. so in preparation for the big day, mag aahit sana ako. to my dismay, unavailable ang aking pang ahit. kinalawang.

ayan ang aking nag retire na pang ahit. so baka magpa-bikini was ako. lol. effort kung effort naman ang gaga. tapos amoy anggo asawa ko, batukan ko sya.

ayon sa wikipedia, ang bikini wax definition daw ay:

is the epilation of body hair in and around the pubic region, commonly by women, by the use of wax. With certain styles of women's swimwear, pubic hair may become visible around the crotch area of a swimsuit. Visible pubic hair is widely culturally disapproved of and considered to be embarrassing, and so is at times removed.^[1] However, some people also remove pubic hair that is not exposed, foraesthetic or other reasons.

The term bikini line is the imaginary line in a woman's pubic region that delineates that part which would normally be covered by the bottom part of a swimsuit. In the context of waxing, it is generally understood to describe any pubic hair visible beyond the boundaries of a swimsuit.^[1] Epilation is usually also performed on the upper leg.^[2](p139)

Pubic hair can be removed in a number of ways, including waxing, shaving, sugaring or using chemical depilatory creams. Hair that is not removed may be trimmed. While mainly associated with women, men at times also remove pubic hair.^[3]

parang masakit te.

kwento ko na nga lang ung aking oec adventure.

making the tanders/guramis/gurang happy

4 days na lang magkikita na kami ni mudra. well, marami akong na skip na kwento about the beloved mudra these past few days.

hindi ba nga tumakas sya sa jose reyes hospital a few days back. you heard it right, tumakas ang aking mudra na hirap na hirap makalakad dahil sa gout nya from jose reyes hospital.

did i say tinakasan nya ung hospital? kulit no. well, sa totoo lang cguro 2 days after that incident ko pa na absorb how awful she might have felt then para magawa nya yon. i know she's been complaining about the pain on her leg since time immemorial. tapos pahihigain or pauupuin sya sa semento ng letseng ospital na yon!

imagine doing that to your 73-year young mudra. tang-ina kse tong kuya ko. sukat ba namang iwanan at parang walang ng planong balikan.

ilang araw na lang magkikita na kami. aside from looking forward to seeing my junakis again, i had been thinking what to bring or what to do para ma compensate yong mga paghihirap nya sa akin simula noon hanggang ngayon. not in five days.

suntok sa buwan yon.

well, i came up with a list of things na pedeng makapag pasiya sa ating mga oldies. baka iba ung sa inyo but to give you an idea. unfortunately, dahil 5 days lang ako sa pinas, so mostly material things to. panay pagkakagastusan. but who cares?! nung malakas pa sila at tayo ang umaasa sa kanila, ginawa nila lahat para sa atin. inggrato ka!

moving on...

• bring the mudra sa kanyang favorite place
• may mind set na si mudra na kapag nasa vicinity ng hospital e feeling safe and pampered. kaya ng ura-urada nagpunta ng jose reyes na walang bala e. few oldies enjoy malling dahil nalalamigan sila at nasu-suffocate ata sa maraming tao. ending nito, baka mag hospital hopping kami ma feed ko lang ang trip nya. or mag-picnic kaya kami sa gitna ng lawn ng east ave hospital. or di naman kaya, mag drop by sa qc general hosp at don mag meryenda. don ke ate na nagtitinda sa opd ng napakasarap na lumpia at bbq on the go. ang suka, naka-plastic cup. ay naalala ko tuloy ung ginatan. shet, tulo laway ko mga pagkaing to ah.
• bilhan mo ng gadget na pang oldies
• hindi ako part ng marketing or advertising campaign ha but there's one model of cherry mobile suited for senior citizen. it has a large keypad good for texting and calling ng mga gurang. well, i tried searching the net but to no avail. saka wala naman akong bayad para promote sila ng bongga dito no?!
• hearing aids sana e pero hindi ko pa na canvass. mukhang mahal. pag ipunan ko muna. para pag nag usap kami ni mudra, hindi laging message sending failed. parang text lang! minsan kse may sinabi na ako tapos NR ang lola mey. minsan naman, labas na litid ko sa leeg bago nya ma-getching. hay, tapos nakikita ko frustrated na sya.
• bilhan mo ng hilig nila since noon pa
• for my mudra, napakadali lang nito. lotion, pabango, payneta, x-large panty, 40C bra at duster. wapak na!
• bilhan mo ng kailangan nila sa ngayon. hindi naman kaila sa inyo na may cervical cancer ang mudra ko, so hindi ko naman maaasikaso ung pagpapa chemo nya sa loob ng 5 days no. kaloka ka. yong kuya kong tatanga tanga ang bahala na don basta sa akin ang financial.ano faflu! sa pagkakaalam ko, 50% ng perang pinapadala ko kay mudra ay nauubos sa pambanyos nya. ewan ko ba?! manananggal ba si mudra at walang humpay ang pagbanyos. feeling ko matagal ng inaabangan ng mga kapitbahay namin if maghahati katawan nya.bwahahaha.
• mega gigantic towering bottle ng omega pain killer. based sa aking research, 120ml lang ang pinakamalaki nito. around Php100+ pero sa amazon ha, shining glittering $9.99 sya. makapatong naman sa presyo. at mag aamoy mint na naman pati utot ng mga anak ko sa balay.
• banig-banig at laksa laksang chilli plaster. ewan ko lang if makilala pa namin sya sa "mummy" look nya after.
• bilhan mo ng bisyo nya. aside from magbanyos, may isa pang bisyo ang nanay ko. ang mag ngata ng galletas chorva ba un, pandesal at toasted bread na madalas nilang pag awayan ng junakis 2 ko dahil fave nya ang toasted bread at hindi nya binibigyan si mudra or kung sino pang ponsyo pilatong manghingi sa kanya. ang damot te

and the list could go on. important thing is you make an effort to make the oldies feel important and cared about. 

at their age, i realized they don't need lectures. it is hard and useless to teach an old dog new tricks. may mga bagay minsan na ginagawa nila noon na hindi na applicable ngaun. 

what they need now is to feel loved and valued like how they love and value us when we cannot even talk or walk yet.

lab you ma. 

krayola na naman ang mudra

naka 5 drafts na ako. gusto kong isulat kong gano kahalaga sa akin ang mga anak ko. sa oras na to, kung gano karaming luha na ang tumulo sa mata ko dahil sa lungkot na malayo ako sa kanila. na malungkot ako dahil hindi ko kayang tiisin ang kakulangan namin sa materyal na bagay at piniling lumayo para mabigay sa kanila yon.

na sa bawat gabi ko dito sa sg, kung gano ko ka miss yung harutan namin bago matulog. yung palakpak nila pag kumakanta ako kahit wala sa tono. gusto kong isulat kung gaano ko hinahanap ung pangungulit nila sa akin araw araw para tingnan ko yung mga drawing nila ng paulit ulit ng naruto characters.

ang hirap ng isang inang malayo sa mga anak. kapag may sakit or hindi magandang nangyayari sa kanila, para kang kakapusin ng hininga. kung paano mo maitatawid sa computer ung haplos at yakap mo.

sana tama ang desisyon kong iwan sila pansamantala. at sana mainitindihan nila na kayang tiisin ng mama nila lahat ng lungkot para sa kanila.

Street Fighter X Tekken | announcment trailer PS3 XBox 360

this is just amazing. saw the vid and left me breathless. i shouldn't be happy. capcom and namco just produced one heck of a game that my house husband will be more addicted to. but i cannot help to admire the heart and soul of the people behind this project. cannot wait the release. in secret, i should start learning the moves so i can beat my ever great player house husband!

one more reason why my kids will not be in the honor list. have to find a way.

bahala na si batman

Watch "Lead Me Lord by Gary Valenciano" on YouTube

thank you Lord for reminding me that i cannot control my life alone. that at all times,it is always best to submit everything to you and you will take care of everything

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smoke-less life

those are my lighter collection since nag sg ako.nalabhan ko na ung green at black jan.pero working pa din.lol. dapat one month na akong smoke-less pero gaya nga ng nabanggit ko sa isang post ko,me daya in between.nevertheless,happy pa din ako na naituloy tuloy ko na pagtigil up to now.

salamat na lang at mahal ang yosi at may place lang for smoking dito sa sg! congratulations!

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delayed gratification

The ability to discipline yourself to delay gratification in the short term in order to enjoy greater rewards in the long term is the indispensable prerequisite for success.

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random thoughts

treat yourself physically and emotionally alone. don't depend on others - for your happiness, for your emotions, for your food, for your money or for the lack of it, for everything. if by any chance, you'll get close to someone in your work, household or with someone you meet somewhere else, be thankful but don't be abusive. as long as it is not related to work, don't bother thinking how or what they think about you.

i used to like gotye...

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quote #4

love it!

woman power

interesting to see things manly in nature invented by women.

saw this ad while waiting for bus #6 again.

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focus and do things right the first time!

i need this. focus.

focus in each area of my life one at a time. i believe in multi-tasking but it's not always applicable at all times.

my confidence is fading and self doubt is slowly engulfing me. dahil sa letseng mga prob na parang sabay sabay na nagsusulputan so nawawala ako sa focus.

kalat kalat utak ko so nagkakalat ako tuloy.

hate this kind of feeling.

i need to forgive myself and do better the next time.

confinement for the nth time - retrack!

waaaahhhhh....tumakas si mudra sa jose reyes kagabi.

nag skype kami ni hubby talking about her biglang dumating at nanghihingi pambayad ng taxi.

no nangyari?! hindi pa pala sya admitted at nasa emergency room lang at iniwan ng kafatid kong magaling. in fairness ke kuya, sabi nya maghahanap lang sya ng pera pero hindi nya binalikan agad so ayon naiinip ang matanda?! hindi, naawa sa sarili dahil namamahalan sa food at higit sa lahat, pinaalis sya sa bed don sa emergency room.

wawa naman.

naiinis ako pero wawa talaga :(

nicole scherzinger - " Phantom Of The Opera Royal Variety Performance 2011"

childhood dream

if i can bring my shower to the stage, guess i would stand a chance for american idol. lol! it was always my dream to be an entertainer. remember emulating vilma santos hosting styles including "i love you lucky". bwahahaha. then mudra would coach me singing "yellow ribbon" - whoa, that was where my progress as an entertaniner stopped.

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i said i would hibernate and stop blogging etc but can't help it. oh well. i don't spend too much thinking what to blog anyway so i guess it's no harm letting my thoughts flow.

was chatting with family last night while searching for songs aside from "somebody that i used to love" and "cameo lover" to listen to. thought i might listen to jessica sanchez again coz heard from bff that she used to be a contender in america's got talent.

got to listen to her sings. talent she has that but for me, not an "american idol"-ish talent. you know what i mean? can't help comparing her to my all time fave kelly clarkson who has the "it" but then can also belt and etc.

then i discovered the best singer of all time!

then i found this. unbelievable funny. :)

confinement for the nth time?@!

Papa Jesus kayo na po bahala sa mudra ko.

wala naman pong prob na uuwi akong alang katorya-torya. emote ko lang lahat un. empre konting spice sa buhay.

pero alagaan nyo ang mudra ko. gusto ko pa po sya makasama ng matagal. at gusto kong tumira sya don sa dream house ko at maramdaman nya magin mayaman.

whew!

cranberries in sg

hope i can watch this!

iken adobo

food trip ko yday - chicken adobo.hindi nya nakuha ung luto ni house husband pero ok na din. the other day i had lumpiang toge and lechon kawali. sarap ng pinoy food trip

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hibernation

"means taking time out from tumblr.,twitter,fb and blogging.need to focus on my focus.regenerate and recharge."

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jessica sanchez - contestant to beat this american idol 2012 season

jessica sanchez is legit.

go break a leg kabayan!

after seeing a lot of fuss about her in fb and in trending, finally decided to lister to her rendition of whitney's i will always love you.

i think the people's reaction are overrated. a lot of filipino can sing like that - but not including me so i still admire her anyway.

there's one comment in you tube that made me think and agreed to the poster.

if you want jessica to win, let the americans or america claim jessica sanchez as one of them.

ang mga pinoy kung makapag "proud of you jessica, you made filipino proud jessica...etc" akala mo naman nakasama nila dito sa pinas.

pero totoo, nakaka proud na dumadaloy sa dugo nya ung lahi natin pero wag nyo syang angkinin. baka ibigay ng america yan at sa philippine's got talent mapunta or ibalik ang bagong kampeon at don sya itanghal na wagi.

gets?!

bagong gising

junakis 2 to pinsan :  bagong gising ka ba?
pinsan : hindi, baket?
junakis 2 to pinsan: ang baho kase ng hininga mo e

mudrahood

The mother-child relationship is paradoxical and, in a sense, tragic. It requires the most intense love on the mother's side, yet this very love must help the child grow away from the mother, and to become fully independent.

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headline - datung ni sissy, kinembular ni j2 at ely!

gusto ko sanang i-kalma ang sarili ko at sabihing ok lang yan, ang sabi naman ng anak mo kahit walang pera basta magkakasama kayo e. 

putek! yan ay ang sa anak ko! 

pano ung gagastusin ko sa pinas pag umuwi ako, hindi ako kasama sa budget nila. i mean hindi ako kasama don sa budget na pinadala ko. huh?! gulo. baka maging pabigat pa ako.

as 50sgd lang spare money ko pag uwi, mag taxi pa ako pagkagaling sa changi dahil anong petsa ung dating ko davah?!

wah (sen. miriam santiago version!).

no nangyare?! am too sentimental about this whole graduation thing. a lot of mothers will be. so nagpa book ako ng ticket after confirmation from my sissy-in-law na mapapahiram nya ako ng pera (or maiiihiram nya ako ng pera).

ayon kinembular ng mga pamangkin nya na ang mga perents e going thru a serious LQ. baket?baket?baket dinamay ang pag asa kong mailabas kahit sa kainang me bubuyog at malaking pwet ang junakis ko?!

and i was too afraid to pop the question - "sissy, babayaran ko pa ba un? hindi ko naman nagamit? dapat iningatan mo!."

tinalo ng post na to ang galit ko sa kafatid ko at lahat ng nega labels ginamit ko! 

(crying - katamad tuloy pumunta ng oec!)

ako legal wife

late congressman iggy arroyo has been laid to rest.

but not the controversies. impak, mas nadagdagan pa ata coz of the issue on who was with him during the burial.

well honestly, hindi ko nasundan love life nya ha at wala akong plano. but aminin, makulay sa di lang makulay pala. tinalo pa ibang showbiz personalities na gustong mapag usapan e gumagawa ng isyu.

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eniwey, so bandang huli ang sabi ni manang aleli "ako legal wife". dahil don sya ang nasa pitsur na etetch at sa lahat ng pahayagan sa pinas cguro.

nasan na si grace ibuna? na ex naman ni gabby concepcion? ang haba ng hair ni ate, sa totoo lang na intriga ako sa kanya. she must be someone interesting. iggy arroyo and gabby concepcion. hmmm...?

exactly ano kayang feeling ng isang taong nawalan ng kapartner sa buhay pero sa bandang huli, hindi ka recognized legally? sa akin, it doesn't matter. hindi naman legal papers ang pinakasamahan ko. ung tao di ba?

 hate ko ang mga mistress ha, ang pudra meron non tapos sa bandang huli, ung mistress ang nasa sss at hindi si mudra. si mistress declared ni tatay. mahabang kwento ito, kailangan ng sariling blogging. lol.

san na ba tayo? ung legalities and sentiments.

seriously though, manang aleli has all the legal rights, me think kc hindi pa sila annulled so give it to her. we were not living with them in the same house so we wouldn't know why or how their marriage went para i-judge natin sya na baket ngaun lang sya nagpakita.

but on the other hand, i commend grace ibuna for taking aside. na hindi nakipag agawan sa spotlight. for this, i respect her. nagkataon lang cguro na hindi sila kasal. kung ako man din cguro ganon gagawin ko. instead of grumbling about the issue, mag-e-emote na lang ako at iisipin ung masasaya at ang mga huling sandali na sa piling ng taong nawala sa akin, davah?!

i wouldn't gain anything by doing that except publicity. na hindi naman nya need pwera na lang if gusto nya mag artista at i-kompetisyon pa ang anak nya na si garrie concepcion.

hookien mee

hmmm...dahil confused ako at dahil walang nangyayari sa diet-diet-an ko, lalafang ako later para bumili ng sabon at ng favorite kong..............

hookien mee or fried prawn noodles ng sg. pinakamasarapa na natikman ko nito e sa changi village pa. ate ang layo fa dito non so settle na lang muna sa 2nd best - sa tampines street market.

this is my bff's fave food too at sya ang nag introduce ng food trip na to.

excited much!

confused about everthing

was searching the net for the synonym of someone with a lot or full of ideas and came to nowhere. so how i got idea overload but then i had to change to confused about everything coz that's how i am today.

woke up @ 9am today feeling that same chest pain again. somewhere up the rib cage and almost at the center of my chest.

checked my phone and heck i need to write on to my blog. got these ideas overflowing and i feel the need to write them down altogether but how should i start?

it would be about my weird dream, my plans, the senate hearing progress, american idol, jessica sanchez, design for the dream house, my debts and then i saw the pic shared in fb about a street name in GA. felt elated.

but how could life be so great and mean at the same time? i was kinda feeling weird since pudra's birthday. i know i can cry with no reason at all - anywhere but it was the deepest of me crying - not just my eyes.

might be suffering from serious mental problem or so that i twitched and got scared at the same time. that can't happen to me. still lots (i mean really lot) of life repairs to do and my mission in life hasn't even started yet.

should read about mid-life crisis. this might be it.

weight-less or weight more?

me think my stress is feeding me generously

after cutting my rice intake @ lunch and having just bread for dinner, this is what i get!

hay naku,kakain n lng ako at enjoy.ang food ko.pinahihirapan ko lang sarili ko nito. lol.

ang importante masaya ako at papunta na ko sa healthy life style.

maga paa ko sa pic. parang me manas. lol again.

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smoking is dangerous to your pocket

sa totoo lang. hindi epektib sa mga tao ung slogan na to:

smoking is dangerous to your health

totoo sya - no doubt about it. kahit nga hindi ka mag smoke, bad na maka singhot ka e. pero masarap ang bawal. the same goes true sa mga lulong na just like me.

before.

when i went here in SG, kala ko keri lang ang presyo. my gawd, hindi ko maiwasang mag convert. sa bawat pack na nabibili ko. maraming kamag anak ko na matutuwa sa S$11.50 no.

so gumawa ako ng sariling slogan para tuluyan na akong tumigil.

smoking is dangerous to your pocket

:) eto, two weeks na akong nag decide mag stop sa pag yosi. sabi ko hindi na ako bibili. in between me pandaraya esp nung nagpunta dito si sister sa dating company. libre kc. lol. and just the other day, i found my last stick sa bag ko.

guess what. hinithit ko siempre! parang adik.

Gotye - Somebody That I Used To Know (feat. Kimbra) - official video

ndi naman na sekwet sa inyo ang big love ko sa taong to d b? love gotye - so much. so loving the song coz nakilala ko sya and love his other songs too thru this one. started watching this 82M pa lang ang views - ngayon more than 100M na! congratulations!

pinay ofw sa singapore

nasa spotlight na naman ang mga pinoy coz of the recent incident sa isang hotel dito sa sg involving a pinay and alledgedly bangladesh lover.

ang mga haters ng pinoy dito sa sg malamang ay nagbubunyi at nakakita na naman sila ng butas para isulong ang pagpapatalsik sa atin sa bansa nila.

hay buhay.

hope we learn to uplift our race by avoiding to be the in the light of controversies.

kawawa naman family nung pinay.

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kabado

felt a lil disappointed knina..felt so was my boss...haist...npgsbihan nya ko to be a lil extra careful daw coz he will not be able to check the entire transaction...sadness. bk pa deport nya ko at tuluyang bumilis ang countdown ko. waaahhhhh.

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busy-ness

closing is finally over. tambak naman docs for payment and filing. haist.

yan table ko.walang kalat.ang linis.

dreaming.

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simula na ng countdown!

ang hirap ng nasa waiting end, parang gusto ko ng hilahin ang oras!

fifteen days na lang!

mejo imbyerna lang ako don sa land lady ko. kausapin ko kaya at itanong if ampalaya con carne sya?!

lol.

wala daw company na nagga-grant agad ng leave if wala pang 6 months. me kompanya sya? mas marunong pa e. i really don't feel happy with it like she was doubting if i am going away and not coming back. as if me mahihita ako pag ginawa ko un.

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pakshet talaga tong kapatid ko oo!

hay, ang aga aga ng ka bad trip-an na to.

dinudugo na naman ang mudra ko. sabi ko magpadala sa ospital.

ayaw naman kc takot na sa IE. hala,!

sabi ko ilang beses ko ng tinext ang super dooper bait kong kafatid wala kakong reply.

baka daw nagtatampo.

saan?!baket?!kelan pa sya nagkaroon ng karapatang magtampo?!

unang una pinabayaan nya magulang namin, pinabayaan nya asawa at mga anak nya ngayon nambabae sya at pinaka mababaw na dahilan is wala naman syang ginastos sa akin para mag expect sya sa akin no?!

kapal.

kahit magkaroon ako ng laksa laksang pera hindi ko sya bibigyan ng pera ng ganon ganon na lang. ano swerte?!

taena.

i am so excited

and i just can't hide it....lalalalala (ano nga lyrics non?)

isa na lang inaantay ko, ang approval ng aking mabait at sharp-voiced boss. after that, mga anak here i come!

and this is a big surprise! wala silang alam. i almost gave up.

i just can't let the the chance seeing my eldest son in this event pass - sorry to disappoint my bff. my son is not accepting my bribe (psp and shares of stock sa jollibee). i cannot buy something to be on that moment again.

Papa Jesus, thanks sa lahat ng blessing.

saka sana balato mo na sa akin to. please.

promise hindi na ako mag yoyosi forever.

sarap matulog!

lakas ng hangin sa labas o. wala pang ulan,sna umulan n para mamya mapayapa akong makakauwi.di ko p naman dala ung payong. wah!pag nagkataon ung tungkod este payong dito sa office gagamitin ko.

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new hair do

edit: post title. wala palang title kanina. hindi nyo sinabi?!

ako na talaga ang queen ng kaartehan. tinago pa ang mukha ndi naman successful. parang palanggana kase di ba?!

so that's me sporting my new hair do. parang si squash lang sa plants vs zombies ang peg ko ngaun. baket ba kase hindi pa ako pumayat? wala na nga akong kinakain literally. hmp.

mas inartehan pa ng bruhang parlorista e mag-o-ot lang namana ko today. mag isa lang ako sa office at walang makakakita naman ng kanyang obra.

at dahil sa gel at hair spray nyang yan, eto ang binayaran ko. sabi sa pinto ng parlor S$14+ daw. kaya pala me ++. 

ang laki ng image. pano kaya paliitin to?! eniwey, un nga. i am not sure if mahal ba to or mura. pers time kong magpa gupit dito sa SG e. sayang wala akong pitsur nung before. hmp, wala namang pagkakaiba.

ofw battle against loneliness

napakapalad nating mga makabagong bayani these days. dahil sa internet, hindi na natin kailangang mag antay ng ilang buwan para makibalita sa ating mga mahal sa buhay (translation: nag aantay ng padala). all it takes in this modern world are computer, user log in at password. whoa, at makaka tsismisan mo na sila.

but that loneliness or being home sick doesn't stop there. iba pa rin ung personal mo silang nakakausap. ung pag nagkwentuhan kayo, tatalsikan ka ng laway at me hampasan pang kasama. di ba? sa pagtulog may katabi ka. kung dalaga or binata ka pa at may sarili kang kwarto, empre mag isa ka lang. pero i mean is iba ung bonding pag kasama mo sila in person unlike kapag computer lang. mahirap itabi sa pagtulog ang laptop huh. mainit, baka masira pa.

so ikaw bilang pinili mong lumayo for a better life kuno, pano mo pwedeng i-channel ang loneliness mo into something productive? napakadami. impak, many to mention. parang sumasagot lang sa slum note ng who is your crush!

1. mag epal ka sa mga forum
2. stalk mo ung fb status ng kaaway mo
3. magpapayat ka by jogging all over the place
4. kung payat ka, kumain ka sa mga murang resto available jan sa area mo
5. research on things or subjects na you wish tinake up mo nung college
6. laruin mo mga games sa facebook, grabe ang dami don
7. mag volunteer sa mga social works
8. sabi nga many to mention. so start searching sa net :)

tandaan nating lahat na happiness is a choice and so is loneliness. it is normal to feel lonely at times when missing the loved ones but to dwell on loneliness is too much. hay baka sa asylum bagsak mo nyan.

yan ang pitsur ko pag lonely ako. lol. ganda kong maging lonely no?!

copied lang yan sa isang blog. search nyo lang ung word na loneliness.

stressed but happy

sunday but i need to go to office today becoz of my favorite part of the job - closing. honestly, love ko talaga closing. sobrang busy you wouldn't notice how days passed and time flies so fast. englisher!

bago pumasok, kinausap ko muna ang myembro ng aking pamilya. wala na ang aking super malalang topak na nagpapa torete ng isip ng asawa ko ngaun. hehehehe.

hindi ako naniniwalang ang mga pinanganak ng pebrero e may sapak at malakas mag topak. pero based on my personal experience ha, na ayaw ko naman sana pero may times talaga na ung pagka bad trip ko esp pag na disappointed ako, to the max ang level. nung isang araw lang gusto ko ng itakwil pamilya ko. puro issues kase. tapos pakiramdam ko pagod na pagod na ako. simula pagkabata puro na lang waahhh. so i guess ndi dahil sa kulang na buwan ako pinangananak kaya ako kulang kulang.

nakatakda na ata talaga sa tadhana ko ang pagiging emotera!

eniwey, was happy nakausap ko sila. mga junakis at ang aking pinakamamahal na mudra. kwento ko sya sa inyo sa ibang posts ko. feeling ko ndi sya october pinanganak, parang feb din. lol.

pero si house husband ha! tinitiis nya ako ngaun.

kainis, pinatatakam nya ako sa "it" nya. padaan daan sa cam habang kausap ko si bunso-yi. nagsasayaw sa likod ng anak nya habang naka boxer short. urgh! ang masakit sa puson don un lang ang nakikita sa kanya!

magpapagupit nga ako. anong konek? wala. may mai-kwento lang. thinking aloud. bago pumasok magpapa gupit ako.

share ko sa inyo later, okies. bye for now.

color my life with a chaos of trouble

ganda ng phrase. nakita ko yan sa movie na 500 Days of Summer.

relatively unique and true to its words of the narrator, it was not a love story. or shall we say a typical love story. ay hindi talaga sya love story.

eniwey, going back to the phrase, maganda sya. parang magandang title ng selp help or inspirational book?

maganda sya. me recall.

parang tanga lang no?! paulit ulit. unli.

this means war

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been hearing about this movie being shown here in SG sometime in Jan and early Feb. been hearing reeese's line over the radio:

"i can't believe i am dating two gorgeous men" and gorgeous they were in the movie. love them.

as long as the comedy movie can make me laugh without self effort, was for me really funny. this movie is unbelievably hilarious from start to finish. 

we all know the story plot but i wasn't expectant of how reese's character was used in the movie. "she" was there but the movie wasn't all about her.

love the movie quotes too especially this one "Trish: Don't choose the better man, choose the man who makes you a better woman"

for those who want to be entertained and just have a good laugh, see this movie.

good night.

at this instance

at this instance, i just want you to go to hell.

why are you giving me all these crap?

you're not getting the point - as always.

can't you just give an straight answer and stop going thru all the bullshit you're going thru coz i have worse than that!

pakshet ka!

post valentine echos

i made something for my husband. it was supposed to be a slide presentation on how we met and finally had a family of our own.

pinakita ko sa mga kapitbahay ko dito sa kwarto. well, hindi kami nagkaintindihan.

garbled na naman cguro ang ingles ko or baka na ngongo na naman ako.

so they thought it was my husband who made it - for me. ang sweet daw.

ok, i don't want to spoil their illusion kaya hinayaan ko na. lol. ayaw ko naman makasira ng trip nila davah.

ang classic nito ako napasama. buti daw sweet ang asawa ko at mejo na touch ung topic na seloso. empre ang haba ng hair ng lola mey pag ganon davah?!

patola ako e. sumagot naman ako.

me: "yeah, to think i am not that pretty but he still think that i can find someone to replace him (with matching smile)".
neighbor (older): "yeah". (meaning oo nga ndi ka naman maganda pero ganon si house husband!)
me: (speechless!)
neighbor (older): "i mean you're not that ugly. if they will know you better, they will get to know your personality."

ano daw???!!!!!

so ganon?! not that ugly. slightly ugly, ganon?! kaloka.

nung kwinents ko ke bff to, halos ndi ako makapag tipa sa touch-screen kong android phone (lol. ang yabeng!) sa kakatawa. dami kong tawa, sya din.

dami kong talagang tawa. til now. :)

warning

if you are someone or some geek looking for the following:

how to make money online

monetizing your blog

recover from a deep-shit relationship

ofw ups and downs and how to deal with them

looking for support group

serious politcal views and opinion

financial freedom

pwes hindi itong blog ko ang para sayo. lol.

puro kalokohan ko lang ang nandito kaya.

mga walang katuturan at walang saysay na saloobin esp pag me topak. kaya nagtaka ako me traffic source?!e ung 114 views dito akin lahat un e.

i don't want to mislead anybody sa world wide web.

hala na. good morning sa atin at sana fruitful ang araw na etech. bk di ko mapansin ang bus#6 again.

god bless everyone (lol. assuming me reader!)

walang basagan ng trip.

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justin bieber - baby no more

18 na daw si justin bieber!!!

so? debut? bakla lang? joke.

sa dami ng problem ng mundo, trending sa twitter world ang pagsilang ng batang ito. as if papakainin ang mga hitad (sama na cguro ako) sa pag alala sa paglabas nya sa earth.

fyi lang ha. bukod sa kanya, marami pang mga echoserong personalities ang isinilang nang March 1.

ayon sa aking research (aka pag google), there are:

 8 Actors27 Actresses1 Astronauts1 Authors2 Basketball Players2 Business People1 Film Directors2 Musicians64 NFL Players1 Painters162 Personalities2 Poets1 Politicians1 Pornstars1 Sculptors1 Sociologists2 Writers

Read more: http://www.famouswhy.com/Born_Today.html#ixzz1nwdw2QAs

who were born on this day. 

akalain mo ha, me na-categorized pa as porn star. lols.

harm-less

whoever made this ad's tag line would be probably hailed by gabriela in pinas. it says a lot about the power of women despite being the weaker sex as many double standard countries considered our species so far.

credit to SUTD billboard advertisement for the bulletproof vest made by stephanie kwolek in 1966. taken while waiting for bus #6 in loyang way.

hrap pag julia. so inconv - tae,nkalimutan ko spelling. lols.

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